Me in my own drama

Some time I do love romantic drama, soap opera or other reality shows; that might be not any kind of guy would ever understand it. Girls just like the emotional roller coaster that the characters go through, and deeps inside wish their own life just as exciting and unpredictable.

I don't have any much drama actually, but I am keep up to make my own drama.

At the first time, I live far away from my family; I thought it will be different this time. I have the freedom I wish for since I was teenager. I wished I can get out with any guy that I wanted, doing things that I will be responsible for my self. Be a trash for a while and then be an angel on the next day. I like to believe, people have angel and devil inside. It's OK to be bad once in a while, but also have to maintain your life, don't ever screw up your future.

I hope friends can help me out, since I only rely on them for anything, but in the end I realize it's the thing that I have to handle on my own.

Me and my family and my BFF are at opposite pools of the world *being so hyperbola*, it could cost a fortune if whenever I feel empty inside, if I should call them.

I am starting try to enjoying everything. I am no more Ms. Have work to do. I was a girl that if my friends ask who's up for a dinner or a movie, I will said that sounds lovely, but I have work to do, it happens for 4 years of my golden year. My teenage age.

I am strive to get back those days. But, sometime I was not myself, an awfully needy. But, to maintains my new world I refused to say anything more. I couldn't bear my new friends who barely know me overhear the real me. Telling how sad you are, or how poor you are and keep crying while you do the story tell about your poor life were amusing, but not at the expense of my new image.

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That's why I kinda booked up for any events, but I put my health and beauty sleep on the waiting list. It says that not everything would go back to the day I left for this.

I wind up to be a miserable bitch again.

JAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH sedih banget ceritanya...akakakkakakakak...but sounds cool, even though no one will understand this. Even my self. I just put any words that sounds good, that I just heard it. And try to make the sentences,it's quite good though, for a newbie to write such things..akakakkakakak...

ENJOY friends!